my way

When I lose direction
I don’t know what I looking for
I just walk and walk a way
Like water to stream in the river

I find nothing in the world
I put my mind in doubt
When I repose in silence
I ask myself “who I am?”

Time passed a way
I still awake from sleep
I dig something to hide
There’s no body else find it

But…suddenly
I am flutter alone
And then fall down
Within the ashamed bodies

I’ll try to get up and go back
No more tear
I don’t want to cry again
I am tired, really tired

I don’t care, although
People to mock at me
The world to laugh at me
‘Cause this is my way
No body can changes

But I believe someday
The sun shine
The flower petals
Slowly open up
Until I find a way

Hongkong, 8 Maret 2006